finally, done........
2 assignments passed up, a few exams is done.......
but, the results was bad...... still need 2 work up to achieve my goals...
hmm..... gambateh ne.....
still got 1 more week to go..... and it's the time to face the fact......
it's the final... and it will justify is it i was good or bad.....
exams that passed was not really good..... i didn done well on it... didn work hard on it.....
urgh..... always last minute and do all those things...... really really bad......
i hate myself very much..... y cant i change my attitude... and be hardworking a bit?
that's y...... simply do... and simply get a marks... urgh!!!!!
and the same word still......
i m still missing someone...... someone that i cant let go until now......
yet..... if i really wanna let go..... i wont wait until now also cant let it go.....
all my frens told me...... that i need time to let it go.....
yes... i know it...... but i jz cant do it.... and i really not willing to do so.......
Saturday, October 24, 2009
Sunday, October 18, 2009
it's another nite
yes... sendiri cari pasal...
2 assignments need 2 be hand in next week... not done yet......
going to have 1 listening quiz next week... not done....
going to have 1 final exam next week... not finish practice...
2 more exam next week... those still okoklah... hope will be fine...
study week for 1 week... go back home and study...
final exam will be coming soon.... 3/11 until 17/11....
goodluck to all my dearest coursemates in all the assignments and exam lah...
wish me got a good idea for my assignments... really dunno how to pass up if didn finish...
2 assignments need 2 be hand in next week... not done yet......
going to have 1 listening quiz next week... not done....
going to have 1 final exam next week... not finish practice...
2 more exam next week... those still okoklah... hope will be fine...
study week for 1 week... go back home and study...
final exam will be coming soon.... 3/11 until 17/11....
goodluck to all my dearest coursemates in all the assignments and exam lah...
wish me got a good idea for my assignments... really dunno how to pass up if didn finish...
21st birthday.....
Oct 5th, i've been through a happiest birthday in my life...
this is the year, that i can cried in front of my friends, jz because of a suprised birthday cake...
it makes me cried out, with a touched feeling... really thanks to them...
that's the day, i've been gone thru a sad moment... it is because of someone... been talked in phone with my good gor gor.... really thanks for his comfort... and i will remembered his words... and i hope he's fine in his relationship too... all the best to him...
i felt that, when someone grow up older and older, their problems will grow more and more... it's the time for me to let go everything, put down all the things and be a new person... i really hope everything can change after next year...
it's so suffer to keep on waiting... although i already knew the answer... but, i really cant give up... i tried to... if i can giv up, i already giv up last year. but things still run in my mind, and something ask me down let go 1st... so... i will jz wait... and wait... wait for the answer frm someone.......
in this birthday, i oni realize... family is very important to us... frens too... without them.. our life will be dark in colour. but, becareful to get a fren that u really trusted so much... at last, this fren might be harm u.... this is wat i think...... and frm this birthday, i oni realize, wat is true friendship. and i can say, i really cant believe in friendship at this moment. my heart was like killing by someone... because of someone, it makes me feel so sick abt it..... i hope that this someone can realize, problem is not me, is always u who create all the problems... if u really wanna go somewhere, u must think abt the future from now on... at least, respect yr family members 1st... that wat i learnt from all the days i live without parent beside u... yes, parent will always protect us... but, if u still not awake, and not realize u did wrong, how u ask yr parent to protect u? yr parent will jz feel dissapointed to u..... take it as an advice, and learn from the mistake u had made...
this is the year, that i can cried in front of my friends, jz because of a suprised birthday cake...
it makes me cried out, with a touched feeling... really thanks to them...
that's the day, i've been gone thru a sad moment... it is because of someone... been talked in phone with my good gor gor.... really thanks for his comfort... and i will remembered his words... and i hope he's fine in his relationship too... all the best to him...
i felt that, when someone grow up older and older, their problems will grow more and more... it's the time for me to let go everything, put down all the things and be a new person... i really hope everything can change after next year...
it's so suffer to keep on waiting... although i already knew the answer... but, i really cant give up... i tried to... if i can giv up, i already giv up last year. but things still run in my mind, and something ask me down let go 1st... so... i will jz wait... and wait... wait for the answer frm someone.......
in this birthday, i oni realize... family is very important to us... frens too... without them.. our life will be dark in colour. but, becareful to get a fren that u really trusted so much... at last, this fren might be harm u.... this is wat i think...... and frm this birthday, i oni realize, wat is true friendship. and i can say, i really cant believe in friendship at this moment. my heart was like killing by someone... because of someone, it makes me feel so sick abt it..... i hope that this someone can realize, problem is not me, is always u who create all the problems... if u really wanna go somewhere, u must think abt the future from now on... at least, respect yr family members 1st... that wat i learnt from all the days i live without parent beside u... yes, parent will always protect us... but, if u still not awake, and not realize u did wrong, how u ask yr parent to protect u? yr parent will jz feel dissapointed to u..... take it as an advice, and learn from the mistake u had made...
Sunday, October 4, 2009
it's morning.....
today, i m so tired....... but...... i cant sleep... i do not know what happen to me...
is it i m wrong to view his profile? shud i stop viewing his profile? urgh! hate myself... thot i can let it go..... but i cant......... i feel so speechless......... few more days, few more days only...... and wat i reaaly wish is that, he can wish me happy birthday...... in what way i dun mind.... if his wishes arrive, i bet... i bet that it will be my biggest present that i ever had.... but now, i really dunno where is him? where he went? i didn had his news since that incident happen. i know that he hate me..... and mayb he will forgotten me......
i wanna change num, but i cant... i scare he will find me back when he's back....... i wanna forgotten our promises... but, when i forgotten everything, i oni realize that..... i cant even forget it.... it's always in my heart.yeah.... it's hard to forget abt it.... and i really cant forget........... i hope that i can eat some medicine, that giv me forget the pass... and move towards...
people always said, we should move forward, and forget the pass... yeah, i know abt it. if we didn walk out frm the pass, we cant see what happen in front of us... maybe got someone is more good than him? but, i m not sure.... cause..... all i know is that, he's the greatest 1 in my life...... and that is what i want in my life........ i hope that person will know this...
is it i m wrong to view his profile? shud i stop viewing his profile? urgh! hate myself... thot i can let it go..... but i cant......... i feel so speechless......... few more days, few more days only...... and wat i reaaly wish is that, he can wish me happy birthday...... in what way i dun mind.... if his wishes arrive, i bet... i bet that it will be my biggest present that i ever had.... but now, i really dunno where is him? where he went? i didn had his news since that incident happen. i know that he hate me..... and mayb he will forgotten me......
i wanna change num, but i cant... i scare he will find me back when he's back....... i wanna forgotten our promises... but, when i forgotten everything, i oni realize that..... i cant even forget it.... it's always in my heart.yeah.... it's hard to forget abt it.... and i really cant forget........... i hope that i can eat some medicine, that giv me forget the pass... and move towards...
people always said, we should move forward, and forget the pass... yeah, i know abt it. if we didn walk out frm the pass, we cant see what happen in front of us... maybe got someone is more good than him? but, i m not sure.... cause..... all i know is that, he's the greatest 1 in my life...... and that is what i want in my life........ i hope that person will know this...
my 21st birthday..........
huhu..... finally finished my 1st assignment... hand in already... can put down a my burden a little bit... by no matter wat, still got 2 more going on... hmmm... i think after this, i can have enough of sleep liao...
well... after 1st week of sch, now i m in KL... cause, wanna celebrating birthday with my dearest bro in KL...
thursday nite, arrived in KL ard 12 something... didn go anywhere... come back home... straight away on my laptop and online, play Fish-A-Fish... hehe... my favourite games nowadays... thanks my darling for introducing me this game loh...hehe. Friday whole day, doing nothing in the hse... online, Fish-A-Fish... and my darling gav me a name "FISH QUEEN"...haha... i love to fish a lot.....hmm.....
well, time fly until Sat... yeah.. finally, i can go out liao...... in the afternoon, went to Pavillion. had a good lunch, and i m very very full... walked all the way to Sg.Wang frm Pavillion. reason is, i wanna go Chamber..... actually go there also no reason. but finally, i bought 2 books frm there... hmm.... walked back to Pavillion, and we r heading to MOF... a famous Japanese Restaurant, and famous with their Ice-Cream... yeah... love it so much......
in the night, went to The Curve... 2nd round...haha.... went to TGI Fridays as wat i wished since few months ago..... and this is the promises loh..haha... ate very full there... but at last, we went to Starbucks again... for another cup of coffee... sat there, nearly fall asleep... so so so tired... as the last nite... me and my bro didn sleep at all... we watched drama until 6am in the morning, we oni went to sleep...got a laptop beg in The Curve... gosh.... i m soo soooooooooo touched... thanks thanks thanks........
back home with full of tiredness... but i m appreciate a lot....... and i wanna thanks to my parent too... for the new hp they gave it to me..... love u all forever~!!!!!!!111
for someone i promised to meet them in KL, but at last didn meet... feel sorry to him..... i know he feel sad... but i got 'ku zhong' for not meeting you... sorry.........
and for someone now staying far away frm M'sia, i m so miss u.... the most regretful is, i didn tell u that i wanna celebrate my birthday with u.... but, u cant come back yet....... i hope when u back that time... u still can find me....... i miss ya soooooo much........
well... after 1st week of sch, now i m in KL... cause, wanna celebrating birthday with my dearest bro in KL...
thursday nite, arrived in KL ard 12 something... didn go anywhere... come back home... straight away on my laptop and online, play Fish-A-Fish... hehe... my favourite games nowadays... thanks my darling for introducing me this game loh...hehe. Friday whole day, doing nothing in the hse... online, Fish-A-Fish... and my darling gav me a name "FISH QUEEN"...haha... i love to fish a lot.....hmm.....
well, time fly until Sat... yeah.. finally, i can go out liao...... in the afternoon, went to Pavillion. had a good lunch, and i m very very full... walked all the way to Sg.Wang frm Pavillion. reason is, i wanna go Chamber..... actually go there also no reason. but finally, i bought 2 books frm there... hmm.... walked back to Pavillion, and we r heading to MOF... a famous Japanese Restaurant, and famous with their Ice-Cream... yeah... love it so much......
in the night, went to The Curve... 2nd round...haha.... went to TGI Fridays as wat i wished since few months ago..... and this is the promises loh..haha... ate very full there... but at last, we went to Starbucks again... for another cup of coffee... sat there, nearly fall asleep... so so so tired... as the last nite... me and my bro didn sleep at all... we watched drama until 6am in the morning, we oni went to sleep...got a laptop beg in The Curve... gosh.... i m soo soooooooooo touched... thanks thanks thanks........
back home with full of tiredness... but i m appreciate a lot....... and i wanna thanks to my parent too... for the new hp they gave it to me..... love u all forever~!!!!!!!111
for someone i promised to meet them in KL, but at last didn meet... feel sorry to him..... i know he feel sad... but i got 'ku zhong' for not meeting you... sorry.........
and for someone now staying far away frm M'sia, i m so miss u.... the most regretful is, i didn tell u that i wanna celebrate my birthday with u.... but, u cant come back yet....... i hope when u back that time... u still can find me....... i miss ya soooooo much........
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