Oct 5th, i've been through a happiest birthday in my life...
this is the year, that i can cried in front of my friends, jz because of a suprised birthday cake...
it makes me cried out, with a touched feeling... really thanks to them...
that's the day, i've been gone thru a sad moment... it is because of someone... been talked in phone with my good gor gor.... really thanks for his comfort... and i will remembered his words... and i hope he's fine in his relationship too... all the best to him...
i felt that, when someone grow up older and older, their problems will grow more and more... it's the time for me to let go everything, put down all the things and be a new person... i really hope everything can change after next year...
it's so suffer to keep on waiting... although i already knew the answer... but, i really cant give up... i tried to... if i can giv up, i already giv up last year. but things still run in my mind, and something ask me down let go 1st... so... i will jz wait... and wait... wait for the answer frm someone.......
in this birthday, i oni realize... family is very important to us... frens too... without them.. our life will be dark in colour. but, becareful to get a fren that u really trusted so much... at last, this fren might be harm u.... this is wat i think...... and frm this birthday, i oni realize, wat is true friendship. and i can say, i really cant believe in friendship at this moment. my heart was like killing by someone... because of someone, it makes me feel so sick abt it..... i hope that this someone can realize, problem is not me, is always u who create all the problems... if u really wanna go somewhere, u must think abt the future from now on... at least, respect yr family members 1st... that wat i learnt from all the days i live without parent beside u... yes, parent will always protect us... but, if u still not awake, and not realize u did wrong, how u ask yr parent to protect u? yr parent will jz feel dissapointed to u..... take it as an advice, and learn from the mistake u had made...
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