today, i m so tired....... but...... i cant sleep... i do not know what happen to me...
is it i m wrong to view his profile? shud i stop viewing his profile? urgh! hate myself... thot i can let it go..... but i cant......... i feel so speechless......... few more days, few more days only...... and wat i reaaly wish is that, he can wish me happy birthday...... in what way i dun mind.... if his wishes arrive, i bet... i bet that it will be my biggest present that i ever had.... but now, i really dunno where is him? where he went? i didn had his news since that incident happen. i know that he hate me..... and mayb he will forgotten me......
i wanna change num, but i cant... i scare he will find me back when he's back....... i wanna forgotten our promises... but, when i forgotten everything, i oni realize that..... i cant even forget it.... it's always in my heart.yeah.... it's hard to forget abt it.... and i really cant forget........... i hope that i can eat some medicine, that giv me forget the pass... and move towards...
people always said, we should move forward, and forget the pass... yeah, i know abt it. if we didn walk out frm the pass, we cant see what happen in front of us... maybe got someone is more good than him? but, i m not sure.... cause..... all i know is that, he's the greatest 1 in my life...... and that is what i want in my life........ i hope that person will know this...
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