recently, i found out a video... and mention something as i will post it below here...enjoy it...
有些人一直没机会见，等有机会见了，却又犹豫了，相见不如不见。
有些事一直没机会做，等有机会了，却不想再做了。
有些话埋藏在心中好久，没机会说，等有机会说的时候，却说不出口了。
有些爱一直没机会爱，等有机会了，已经不爱了。
有些人很多机会相见的，却总找借口推脱，想见的时候已经没机会了。
有些话有很多机会说的，却想着以后再说，要说的时候，已经没机会了。
有些事有很多机会做的，却一天一天推迟，想做的时候却发现没机会了。
有些爱给了你很多机会，却不在意没在乎，想重视的时候已经没机会爱了。
人生有时候，总是很讽刺。
一转身可能就是一世。
说好永远的，不知怎么就散了。最后自己想来想去竟然也搞不清当初是什么原因分开彼此的。然后，你忽然醒悟，感情原来是这么脆弱的。经得起风雨，却经不起平凡；本来风雨同舟，天晴便各自散了。也许只是赌气，也许只是因为小小的事。幻想着和好的甜蜜，或重逢时的拥抱，那个时候会是边流泪边捶打对方，还傻笑着。该是多美的画面。
没想到的是，一别竟是一辈子了。
于是，各有各的生活，各自爱着别的人。曾经相爱，现在已互不相干。
即使在同一城市，也不曾再相逢。某一天某一刻，走在同一条路上，也看不见对方。先是感叹，后来是无奈。
也许你很幸福，因为找到另一个适合自己的人。
也许你不幸福，因为可能你这一生就只有那个人真正用心在你身上。
很久很久，没有对方的消息，也不再想起这个人，也不想再想起这些事了...
so, everyone,really..... appreciate wat u r having now.....dun feel regret when u lost it....
it is because u didn appreciate what u have it b4........
Saturday, October 24, 2009
23/10
finally, done........
2 assignments passed up, a few exams is done.......
but, the results was bad...... still need 2 work up to achieve my goals...
hmm..... gambateh ne.....
still got 1 more week to go..... and it's the time to face the fact......
it's the final... and it will justify is it i was good or bad.....
exams that passed was not really good..... i didn done well on it... didn work hard on it.....
urgh..... always last minute and do all those things...... really really bad......
i hate myself very much..... y cant i change my attitude... and be hardworking a bit?
that's y...... simply do... and simply get a marks... urgh!!!!!
and the same word still......
i m still missing someone...... someone that i cant let go until now......
yet..... if i really wanna let go..... i wont wait until now also cant let it go.....
all my frens told me...... that i need time to let it go.....
yes... i know it...... but i jz cant do it.... and i really not willing to do so.......
2 assignments passed up, a few exams is done.......
but, the results was bad...... still need 2 work up to achieve my goals...
hmm..... gambateh ne.....
still got 1 more week to go..... and it's the time to face the fact......
it's the final... and it will justify is it i was good or bad.....
exams that passed was not really good..... i didn done well on it... didn work hard on it.....
urgh..... always last minute and do all those things...... really really bad......
i hate myself very much..... y cant i change my attitude... and be hardworking a bit?
that's y...... simply do... and simply get a marks... urgh!!!!!
and the same word still......
i m still missing someone...... someone that i cant let go until now......
yet..... if i really wanna let go..... i wont wait until now also cant let it go.....
all my frens told me...... that i need time to let it go.....
yes... i know it...... but i jz cant do it.... and i really not willing to do so.......
Sunday, October 18, 2009
it's another nite
yes... sendiri cari pasal...
2 assignments need 2 be hand in next week... not done yet......
going to have 1 listening quiz next week... not done....
going to have 1 final exam next week... not finish practice...
2 more exam next week... those still okoklah... hope will be fine...
study week for 1 week... go back home and study...
final exam will be coming soon.... 3/11 until 17/11....
goodluck to all my dearest coursemates in all the assignments and exam lah...
wish me got a good idea for my assignments... really dunno how to pass up if didn finish...
2 assignments need 2 be hand in next week... not done yet......
going to have 1 listening quiz next week... not done....
going to have 1 final exam next week... not finish practice...
2 more exam next week... those still okoklah... hope will be fine...
study week for 1 week... go back home and study...
final exam will be coming soon.... 3/11 until 17/11....
goodluck to all my dearest coursemates in all the assignments and exam lah...
wish me got a good idea for my assignments... really dunno how to pass up if didn finish...
21st birthday.....
Oct 5th, i've been through a happiest birthday in my life...
this is the year, that i can cried in front of my friends, jz because of a suprised birthday cake...
it makes me cried out, with a touched feeling... really thanks to them...
that's the day, i've been gone thru a sad moment... it is because of someone... been talked in phone with my good gor gor.... really thanks for his comfort... and i will remembered his words... and i hope he's fine in his relationship too... all the best to him...
i felt that, when someone grow up older and older, their problems will grow more and more... it's the time for me to let go everything, put down all the things and be a new person... i really hope everything can change after next year...
it's so suffer to keep on waiting... although i already knew the answer... but, i really cant give up... i tried to... if i can giv up, i already giv up last year. but things still run in my mind, and something ask me down let go 1st... so... i will jz wait... and wait... wait for the answer frm someone.......
in this birthday, i oni realize... family is very important to us... frens too... without them.. our life will be dark in colour. but, becareful to get a fren that u really trusted so much... at last, this fren might be harm u.... this is wat i think...... and frm this birthday, i oni realize, wat is true friendship. and i can say, i really cant believe in friendship at this moment. my heart was like killing by someone... because of someone, it makes me feel so sick abt it..... i hope that this someone can realize, problem is not me, is always u who create all the problems... if u really wanna go somewhere, u must think abt the future from now on... at least, respect yr family members 1st... that wat i learnt from all the days i live without parent beside u... yes, parent will always protect us... but, if u still not awake, and not realize u did wrong, how u ask yr parent to protect u? yr parent will jz feel dissapointed to u..... take it as an advice, and learn from the mistake u had made...
this is the year, that i can cried in front of my friends, jz because of a suprised birthday cake...
it makes me cried out, with a touched feeling... really thanks to them...
that's the day, i've been gone thru a sad moment... it is because of someone... been talked in phone with my good gor gor.... really thanks for his comfort... and i will remembered his words... and i hope he's fine in his relationship too... all the best to him...
i felt that, when someone grow up older and older, their problems will grow more and more... it's the time for me to let go everything, put down all the things and be a new person... i really hope everything can change after next year...
it's so suffer to keep on waiting... although i already knew the answer... but, i really cant give up... i tried to... if i can giv up, i already giv up last year. but things still run in my mind, and something ask me down let go 1st... so... i will jz wait... and wait... wait for the answer frm someone.......
in this birthday, i oni realize... family is very important to us... frens too... without them.. our life will be dark in colour. but, becareful to get a fren that u really trusted so much... at last, this fren might be harm u.... this is wat i think...... and frm this birthday, i oni realize, wat is true friendship. and i can say, i really cant believe in friendship at this moment. my heart was like killing by someone... because of someone, it makes me feel so sick abt it..... i hope that this someone can realize, problem is not me, is always u who create all the problems... if u really wanna go somewhere, u must think abt the future from now on... at least, respect yr family members 1st... that wat i learnt from all the days i live without parent beside u... yes, parent will always protect us... but, if u still not awake, and not realize u did wrong, how u ask yr parent to protect u? yr parent will jz feel dissapointed to u..... take it as an advice, and learn from the mistake u had made...
Sunday, October 4, 2009
it's morning.....
today, i m so tired....... but...... i cant sleep... i do not know what happen to me...
is it i m wrong to view his profile? shud i stop viewing his profile? urgh! hate myself... thot i can let it go..... but i cant......... i feel so speechless......... few more days, few more days only...... and wat i reaaly wish is that, he can wish me happy birthday...... in what way i dun mind.... if his wishes arrive, i bet... i bet that it will be my biggest present that i ever had.... but now, i really dunno where is him? where he went? i didn had his news since that incident happen. i know that he hate me..... and mayb he will forgotten me......
i wanna change num, but i cant... i scare he will find me back when he's back....... i wanna forgotten our promises... but, when i forgotten everything, i oni realize that..... i cant even forget it.... it's always in my heart.yeah.... it's hard to forget abt it.... and i really cant forget........... i hope that i can eat some medicine, that giv me forget the pass... and move towards...
people always said, we should move forward, and forget the pass... yeah, i know abt it. if we didn walk out frm the pass, we cant see what happen in front of us... maybe got someone is more good than him? but, i m not sure.... cause..... all i know is that, he's the greatest 1 in my life...... and that is what i want in my life........ i hope that person will know this...
is it i m wrong to view his profile? shud i stop viewing his profile? urgh! hate myself... thot i can let it go..... but i cant......... i feel so speechless......... few more days, few more days only...... and wat i reaaly wish is that, he can wish me happy birthday...... in what way i dun mind.... if his wishes arrive, i bet... i bet that it will be my biggest present that i ever had.... but now, i really dunno where is him? where he went? i didn had his news since that incident happen. i know that he hate me..... and mayb he will forgotten me......
i wanna change num, but i cant... i scare he will find me back when he's back....... i wanna forgotten our promises... but, when i forgotten everything, i oni realize that..... i cant even forget it.... it's always in my heart.yeah.... it's hard to forget abt it.... and i really cant forget........... i hope that i can eat some medicine, that giv me forget the pass... and move towards...
people always said, we should move forward, and forget the pass... yeah, i know abt it. if we didn walk out frm the pass, we cant see what happen in front of us... maybe got someone is more good than him? but, i m not sure.... cause..... all i know is that, he's the greatest 1 in my life...... and that is what i want in my life........ i hope that person will know this...
my 21st birthday..........
huhu..... finally finished my 1st assignment... hand in already... can put down a my burden a little bit... by no matter wat, still got 2 more going on... hmmm... i think after this, i can have enough of sleep liao...
well... after 1st week of sch, now i m in KL... cause, wanna celebrating birthday with my dearest bro in KL...
thursday nite, arrived in KL ard 12 something... didn go anywhere... come back home... straight away on my laptop and online, play Fish-A-Fish... hehe... my favourite games nowadays... thanks my darling for introducing me this game loh...hehe. Friday whole day, doing nothing in the hse... online, Fish-A-Fish... and my darling gav me a name "FISH QUEEN"...haha... i love to fish a lot.....hmm.....
well, time fly until Sat... yeah.. finally, i can go out liao...... in the afternoon, went to Pavillion. had a good lunch, and i m very very full... walked all the way to Sg.Wang frm Pavillion. reason is, i wanna go Chamber..... actually go there also no reason. but finally, i bought 2 books frm there... hmm.... walked back to Pavillion, and we r heading to MOF... a famous Japanese Restaurant, and famous with their Ice-Cream... yeah... love it so much......
in the night, went to The Curve... 2nd round...haha.... went to TGI Fridays as wat i wished since few months ago..... and this is the promises loh..haha... ate very full there... but at last, we went to Starbucks again... for another cup of coffee... sat there, nearly fall asleep... so so so tired... as the last nite... me and my bro didn sleep at all... we watched drama until 6am in the morning, we oni went to sleep...got a laptop beg in The Curve... gosh.... i m soo soooooooooo touched... thanks thanks thanks........
back home with full of tiredness... but i m appreciate a lot....... and i wanna thanks to my parent too... for the new hp they gave it to me..... love u all forever~!!!!!!!111
for someone i promised to meet them in KL, but at last didn meet... feel sorry to him..... i know he feel sad... but i got 'ku zhong' for not meeting you... sorry.........
and for someone now staying far away frm M'sia, i m so miss u.... the most regretful is, i didn tell u that i wanna celebrate my birthday with u.... but, u cant come back yet....... i hope when u back that time... u still can find me....... i miss ya soooooo much........
well... after 1st week of sch, now i m in KL... cause, wanna celebrating birthday with my dearest bro in KL...
thursday nite, arrived in KL ard 12 something... didn go anywhere... come back home... straight away on my laptop and online, play Fish-A-Fish... hehe... my favourite games nowadays... thanks my darling for introducing me this game loh...hehe. Friday whole day, doing nothing in the hse... online, Fish-A-Fish... and my darling gav me a name "FISH QUEEN"...haha... i love to fish a lot.....hmm.....
well, time fly until Sat... yeah.. finally, i can go out liao...... in the afternoon, went to Pavillion. had a good lunch, and i m very very full... walked all the way to Sg.Wang frm Pavillion. reason is, i wanna go Chamber..... actually go there also no reason. but finally, i bought 2 books frm there... hmm.... walked back to Pavillion, and we r heading to MOF... a famous Japanese Restaurant, and famous with their Ice-Cream... yeah... love it so much......
in the night, went to The Curve... 2nd round...haha.... went to TGI Fridays as wat i wished since few months ago..... and this is the promises loh..haha... ate very full there... but at last, we went to Starbucks again... for another cup of coffee... sat there, nearly fall asleep... so so so tired... as the last nite... me and my bro didn sleep at all... we watched drama until 6am in the morning, we oni went to sleep...got a laptop beg in The Curve... gosh.... i m soo soooooooooo touched... thanks thanks thanks........
back home with full of tiredness... but i m appreciate a lot....... and i wanna thanks to my parent too... for the new hp they gave it to me..... love u all forever~!!!!!!!111
for someone i promised to meet them in KL, but at last didn meet... feel sorry to him..... i know he feel sad... but i got 'ku zhong' for not meeting you... sorry.........
and for someone now staying far away frm M'sia, i m so miss u.... the most regretful is, i didn tell u that i wanna celebrate my birthday with u.... but, u cant come back yet....... i hope when u back that time... u still can find me....... i miss ya soooooo much........
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