time fly so fast… now, i m having 2 months break for my 2nd semester break in uni…
well, throughout this year, i had been tasted the sweet and sour moments in uni… remember the 1st day i step into uni, i was excited but a bit upset. excited is i will study the course that i wanted for so long, upset is my distance between me and family is far away… yea, sister is more far than me… but for me, it’s still far, because this is my 1st time.
when the 1st day of the orientation, i knew that i cant stand for it… it’s too boring. and when the nite my mum called, i cried… because i m so miss my home. but no matter what, mum told me that, everyone is happy because they knew that i enter the uni that i wan, and the course that i wan. i shud be proud of myself. yeah, indeed, when ppl grow up, they need 2 leave their house and go 2 fulfil their dreams… cause, we cannot only stay in our hometown, we should go 2 explore… this is wat i learn…
so, during the orientation week, i get 2 know a lots of frens. and one of my fren is frm my hometown too… i feel that, with them, i can know that my uni life sure be happy… we eat together, go 2 those places together… and clean our room together when our 1st day move into our lovely hostel…. hmmm….
well… class started and i get 2 know my coursemates. they are so kind, care for each other. and i knew that, i can share anything with them. and i m so happy to know them. and then, time pass, i m so close with some of my coursemates, like hui yin(mama) and wei wen(darling)..haha… and also, cant forget, is dearest pui yan… she’s from management sch… no matter what, she still close with our music students… surprise huh…hehe… but we always go here and there together…
we ki siao together, go eat together, go shop together…aha… life is so meaningful… although sometimes we beh song or pek chek… we still will chat until ki siao… remember the 1st sem, me, mama and pui yan… haha… we nearly broke the uni’s record… if they read this blog, they sure will knw what am i talking about…
well, about my academics, i m so busy with it. i need 2 learn frm the beginning, frm the music history, to group piano, and to teaching… everything also need 2 learn…hmmm.. it’s hard though, although sometimes i wanna cry… but, i know that this is wat i want, and no matter how hard, i sure do it… and surprisingly, i took french class instead of japanese.. well, no matter how, i still can learn a new language…
remember those days i m sick in hostel, it was horrible day for me… fever, coughing, headache… and i really cannot eat anything. luckily i have mama, and adeline.. they borrow me their kettle, so i can boil water and take a hot shower. if not, with the cold water, i really cannot take bath. and mama also not allow me to take cold water as shower also..haha… i m super duper touch during those days… without them, i think i will sick and sick and sick until no need 2 go 2 classs..ahha
hmmm… 1st sem end, and me, mama and darling went 2 cameron. although it’s only 3 persons, but it’s really a memorable trip for 3 of us… so happy during the trip….hehe…. until our result come out, luckily, all pass and get a good result and successfully, we register our course for 2nd sem…. and indeed, 2nd sem start on the december 2008…
2nd sem, it’s a very tough for us… cause got aural, arrangements, again… learn new things… we r so busy with all the assignments. somemore got the Aural.. argh… hate it.. but, although we hate or like it, we still need 2 take it, because it is apart of our paper…haiz.. too bad…
but, we struggle it and done all the quizes that we had… done our 3 arrangements, and also our interview with the report… i cant believe that actually i can do all of this… in few months… if compare to last time, i need 2 take a year 2 do all this things… but, i cant, time force me to finish all this assignments…. i can take 9 hours 2 complete 1 assignment, but, result comes out, it’s so bad… until now, i m so sad with it… i really hate myself that time, ppl put a lot of hard work of it of course will get a better grade, but me, haiz… simply do mah get simply grade lor… this is me…
2nd sem is really hard for me, so, my frens know that i m totally moody… i know it can control and no need 2 show out.. but, i cant do it… i just dunno y… i will happy when i m really hapy, i will cry when i want to cry, and i m scary when i m pek chek that time… but, thanks 2 my frens, cause they can tahan me.
and i also wanna say sorry to my dearest mama, darling and pui yan also. sorry is because sometimes my moody,cause u all feel bad, and thanks 2 u all because u all always by my side when i m really need u all… i still remember the ice cream brought by darling, it’s so sweet…makes me cry even loud and let u c… haha… thanks for the hug… it’ s really give me a lot of encouragement… hehe… thanks 2 hui yin because always be my along, and this along didn kira “li si” frm me… thanks 2 pui yan, because gav me 1 packet of the sweets when i m not feeling well that time… so touch..haha… love u all so so much … Muackz… next sem come, we r 2nd year ady, no more 1st year, and we becomes ppl senior… or jie jie ady… so old… i cannot accept tim… it can prove that, times fly fast… we must appreciate our uni life… like i appreciate u all loh…
well, cant believe that, 1 year in uni, i realize a lot of things. time and place can change a person… yeah, what i said was true… he also agree with me. although i regret for what i done, and try 2 get it back, but at last, i cant… and i fail… all of these also because of my unmature thinking… and lose someone that i didn appreciate b4, but now… when i regret and wanna appreciate that time, it’s already too late… i m so sad when the time i told him all of these and the answer that he gave me was not i wanted… so… Appreciate what r u having now, don’t regret when lose it or when u let it go, because it’s will not come back to u…
now, he will go far away to study, all i want is wish him good luck and take care of himself. although i m not willing, but i will Miss you always…
